there goes my hero, watch him as he goes.

2006-08-19T15:55:57Z

_Favorite Stuff_
gum: THE ZEBRA ONE!
restaurant: that chinese buffett..mmm
drink: Yoohoo!<3
season: Autumn.
type of weather: Warm but foggy, not humid
emotion: happy :]
thing to do on a half day: smokeee
late-night activity: smoke ..haha
sport: beer pong is the only sport I enjoy
city: NYC
store: H&M

_When was the last time you.._
cried: when I was on acid..
played a sport: Idk
laughed: um...when I wrote when I cried, lol
hugged someone: uh...um...oh...I really don't know...maybe the last time I saw little jess.
felt depressed: few weeks ago
felt overworked: whenever I work 8 hours [like tonight]
faked sick: um..when I called in sick to work cause I was on acid in sayville with no way to get home :D

_What was the last.._
word you said: hmm..that's hard cause I'm alone and I don't really talk to myself outloud...Idk
thing you ate: I have no idea
song you listened to: Bring me down; puddle of mudd
thing you drank: good ole coffee
place you went to: pathmark
movie you saw: WHITE CHICKS

_Who was the last person you.._
hugged: idk!
cried over: jesse for the last time
danced with: uh..I don't know
shared a secret with: Bianca :D
had a sleep over with: Fergo
went to a movie with: I don't remember
were angry with: some jamican fuck yesterday who called me dumb..he couldn't even speak proper english.. FUCK THAT
obsessed over: my hair

_Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: mhmm
done drugs: yeah
drank alcohol: yea
slept around: uhh..there was this one night..
partied 'til the sun came up: YES AND THEN WE WENT TO A DINER WHERE EVERYONE SPOKE LIKE GREEK AND THERE WAS A BLACK PRIEST AND WE THOUGHT WE WERE GUNNA DIE
had a movie marathon: mhmm
gone too far on a dare: nope
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: of course

_The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!_
What is your first name: Caitlin
Spell your first name backwards:: Niltiac
Male or female:: Female
Astrological sign:: Libra
Nicknames:: Miller
Occupation:: I work at pathmark, woofuckinghoo
Height:: 5'4''
Weight:: I actually have no idea
Hair color:: dark brown
Eye color:: Light Brown
Where were you born:: Southside Hospital
Where do you reside now:: Islip
Pets: Bunny &Barracuda.
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: I don't think I had a birthday cake
Piercings:: cartilage and ears
Tattoo's:: only 2 so far
Shoe size:: 8 and 1/2
Righty or lefty:: Righty
Wearing:: pajama pants, acdc shirt, underwear.
Hearing:: FOXTROT UNIFORM CHARLIE KILO<3
Feeling:: phlemmy
Eating/drinking:: nothing

_Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff_
Have you ever been in love:: ...yeah
How many people have you kissed:: too many to remember
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: Yes
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: Someone who won't lie to me, doesn't have a problem with me smoking cigarettes, pot, or drinking and someone I don't have to introduce Everlong to. oh and a vagina
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: Face/hair/boobs
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: Druggies/the wrong ones.
Do you have a crush right now:: yes
If so who is it:: bianca
Do you believe in love at first sight:: its complicated
Do you remember your first love:: yes
Who is the first person you kissed:: Mike Furey, wtf?!
Do you believe in fate:: deff
Do you believe in soul mates:: yes :]
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: i think so.

_Family Stuff_
How many siblings do you have:: 1
What are your siblings names:: Garrett
What are your parents names:: Danny &Patti
How many siblings does your mother have:: 3.
How many siblings does your father have:: Like 6,7,or 8.
Where are your parents from:: Idk, somewhere.
Is your family close:: Not really.
Does your family get together for holidays:: Yeah, my mom's side
Do you have a drunk uncle:: Every single one of them The best one gets drunk and makes me watch a live Pink Floyd dvd, I love it
Any medical problems run through your family:: Alcoholism actually
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: No
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: No
Are your parents divorced:: Yes
Do you have step parents:: Not that I know of.
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: No.
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: Yeah..

_0Music Stuff_
What song do you swear was written about you or your life:: Amphetamine-Everclear
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: eminem?
What's the best cd you own:: The Colour and the Shape
What song do you absolutely hate:: RAP RAP RAP EW and HOLE
Do you sing in the shower:: Fuck yes!
What song reminds you of that special someone:: Soul Meets Body-Death Cab for Cutie

_Bedroom/Sleeping Habits_
What color are your sheets:: white
What color are your bedroom walls:: White with lyrics all over them soon to be green
Do you have posters on your wall:: Yeah, 1 Foo Fighters, 1 Nirvana, 2 Kurt Cobain, and a drawing of him..plus a whole Nirvana wall and a Dave Grohl covered closet door.
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: Yeah
How many pillows are on your bed:: 5 or 6
What do you normally sleep in:: Comfy clothes or naked
What size bed do you have:: twin
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: Regular bed
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: nope
Describe the last nightmare you had:: hmm..I don't even remember what it was about but I had one before I woke up today.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: Only Mr. Oinkers
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 2 :)
Any unusual sleeping positions:: Idk, perhaps
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:: No
Do you snore:: no but I run and punch
How about drool:: No
Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: Yeah
What color is the carpet in your room:: Blue
What's under your bed:: empty beer bottles and home ade bongs and x-acto knives and shit like that...fuck I gotta clean

_This or that_
loser/wannabe:: Loser
Doughnuts/bagels:: donuts<3
Day/night:: Night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: Wicked Witch of the West, she's green and has those fucking flying monkeys and doesn't have to deal with those goddamn munchkins -shivers-
Heaven/hell:: I don't believe in that shit
Make love/have sex:: FUCK
Coffee/tea:: Coffee
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: Hamburgers
Rap/rock:: Rock
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: American
Real World/Road Rules:: Nothing like that at all, ever
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: Neither
Silver/gold:: Silver
Nike/Adidas:: Idc
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: McDonald's
Sweet/sour:: Sweet
Punk/emo:: Um, neither
Hot/cold:: cold.
Winter/summer:: Winter
Spring/fall:: Fall
Operas/plays:: Plays
Read/watch tv:: Read
Cd's/tapes:: cds
Dvd's/vhs:: Dvd
Old/new:: Old
Shorts/skirts:: Skirts
Pink/red:: Red
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: Black and white
Meat/vegetables:: MEAT
Mexican food/chinese food:: Chinese
Commercials/infomercials:: NEITHER
Scary movies/comedies:: Scary movies
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: Bikini
Sandals/shoes:: Sandals
Dogs/cats:: Cats
Unicorns/fairies:: Unicorns
Water/land:: Water
Sugar/spice:: Sugar
Black/white:: Black
ribbons/bows:: Ribbons
Chicken/beef:: Chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: I really don't care
Cars/trucks:: Cars
Austin Powers/James Bond:: Austin
Popcorn/pretzels:: Popcorn
Hip/hop:: Wtf, neither
Passionate kiss/peck:: Passionate<3
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: Neither
Back rub/foot massage:: Back rub
Picture frames/photo albums:: Frames
Pens/pencils:: Pens

_What Is Your Opinion Of The Following_
Eminem:: kill yourself
Virgins:: do what makes you happy
God:: myth
The Osbournes:: I don't care anymore
Reality TV:: dumb
J.Lo:: Overrated and her ass isn't that big
Religion:: I'm not into it
Emo music:: not my type
Valentine's Day:: i don't like it
Christina Aguilera's comeback:: I didn't notice
Homosexuals:: Love everyone for who they are, not their gender
Abortion:: Just another option in life
Inter-racial relationships:: Whatever you want
Murder:: Blows
Death:: Happens to everyone
Obesity:: Should be helped
Pre-marital sex:: Once again, if you wish
Terrorism:: Blows
Fortune Tellers:: Entertaining
Threesomes:: fun ;]
Prostitution:: Should be legal if you wanna bang a skanky aids infested whore for $10, go for it
Politics:: fuck that
Country music:: Sucks
George W. Bush:: Assfuckface
Cloning:: Interesting, they should clone Angelina Jolie and Dave Grohl
Gas prices in America:: I don't pay for gas therefore I don't give a shit

_What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?..._
Jack:: daniels
Tiffany:: Jackson
Ben:: That annoying spanish kid
Maria:: Every spanish woman, ever.
Jennifer:: Girl at work
Amy:: Brownell
Adam:: VERY LIECUNTYYYYYY
Richard:: Dick
Arnold:: The Terminator
Tom:: Thomas Ross Rasmussen, ew
Melissa:: Fisher
Charlotte:: Good Charlotte
Harold:: Hey Arnold
John:: MEE
Joel:: Good Charlotte
Vanessa:: some girl I work with
Michelle:: Knuth
Kevin:: KEVIN THE PUPPY!!!
Brent:: A tree
Jake:: DRUGS
Billy:: At work
Sarah:: Asian girl
Natalie:: Shorty
Christy:: Idk
Jordan:: Whore
Jamie:: Idk

_Have You Ever...._
Mooned anyone:: Yea
Been on a diet:: Yes
Been to a foreign country:: Nope
Broken a bone:: Toe
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: Yeah.
Swear at a teacher:: Yeah
Talked to an live journal member via emails or instant messages:: Yeah
Got in a fight:: Yeah
Dated a teacher:: No
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::Yes
Thought about killing your enemy:: YES FUCK THE VICTOR
Gone skinny dipping:: No
Met another live journal member in the flesh:: mhmm
Told a little white lie:: Yeah
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: Yeah
Stolen anything:: Yea
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: Probably
Been on TV:: Possibly
Been on the radio:: Yeah, when I cursed out the guy on BLI
Been to a concert:: Yes♥
Dated one of your best friends:: Yea
Loved someone so much it makes you cry:: Yeah
Deceived somebody close to you:: not recently
Broken the law:: Yea
Been to a rodeo:: No
Been on a talk show:: No
Been on a game show:: No
Been on an airplane:: Yes
Got to ride on a firetruck:: Yea
Came close to dying:: I guess
Cheated on a bf/gf:: No
Gave someone a piggy back ride:: Yes
Terrorized a babysitter:: No
Made a mud pie:: Ye
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff:: Yeah
Snuck out of the house at night:: Yeah, like once a week
Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: Lmao, yes actually
Had an eating disorder:: No
Felt like you didn't belong:: Yeah
Felt like the 3rd wheel:: Yes
Smoked:: Yes
Done drugs:: Yes
Been arrested:: No
Had your tonsils removed:: No
Gone to camp:: No
Won a bet:: Yes
Written a love letter:: Yea
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:: Yeah
Written a love poem:: Yea
Kissed in the rain:: Yes
Slow danced with someone you love:: Yea
Participated in an orgy:: kinda?
Stolen a kiss:: No
Asked a friend for relationship advice:: Yeah
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: Yea, it sucks balls
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: Yes
Gotten a speeding ticket:: No
Done jail time:: No
Had to wear a uniform to work:: Yea
Won a trophy:: Yes
Thrown up in public:: Yeah, all the time
Bowled a perfect game:: No I suck at bowling big time
Failed/got held back:: Yes
Got perfect attendance in grade school:: Fuck no
Roasted pumpkin seeds:: No
Taken ballet/karate lessons:: No
Attempted suicide:: Psht, yeah. That was a long time ago though
Cut yourself:: Used to, I'm better now

_Childhood Stuff_
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: Both
Did you own Treasure Trolls: Yes
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: I hated it
Did you play Simon Says:: Yea
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: Yes
Did you wet the bed:: Yes
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: Yes, gnomes
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: No
Were you shy:: No
Were you spoiled:: No
Were you abused:: No
Did you go to the circus:: Fuck no
Did you go to the zoo:: Yes
Were you in a car accident:: No
Did you build snowmen:: Yes, with big boobs
Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: Yeah
Were your older cousins mean to you:: I was the older cousin
Did you think slinkies were cool:: Slinkies suck
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: Yeah, actually
Were you afraid of the dark:: Nope
Did you have slumber parties:: Yeah
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: No, I hated them
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: No
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: No and I told the kids at school they were fake and I got sent to the Principles office

_Randomness_
Do you believe in aliens:: No
Do you have any hidden talents:: Yea
Do you wish MTV would play music videos:: no cause I don't watch tv
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be:: Horror
Do you play any sports:: No
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen:: THE HILLS HAVE EYES on dxm
best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently:: I don't remember
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: Dudley Do Right
What is your dream car:: Jetta
Do you think your good looking:: Most of the time
Do others think you are good looking:: I don't know
Would you ever sky dive:: Yeah
Do you believe in Bigfoot:: No
How many rooms do you have in your house:: Like five
Are you afraid of roller coasters:: No
Do you believe in God:: No
Do you believe there is a heaven:: No
Do you own a pooltable:: Nope
Do you have a pool:: No
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen:: No
Do you like chocolate:: Sometimes
How many U.S. states have you been to:: Like 4
Ever wished on a shooting star:: Yeah, the one I saw while walking with Jesse
Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: Dumb blonde cause Jessica Wood asked what I was and I did a perfect impression of her and she shut up
What is your weakness: I fall too easily for people
Name something you can't get enough of:: Weed
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: a peace loving, stoner, lesbian
How many kids do you want to have:: Zero. =)
Future daughters names:: Nothing
Future sons names:: Nothing
What is your ideal way to die:: Old and satisfied with my life..oh and high
How do you release stress:: Talking to friends, weed
Do you consider yourself a trendy person:: No
Are you an artistic person:: Yes
Are you a realistic person?:: At times
Do you un-tie your shoes everyime you take them off:: Never
Are you a strong person:: I guess with all the shit I've been through
Who is the last person to e-mail you:: Idk
Who is the last person to IM you:: jessi
Are you a good story teller:: Yeah
What do you believe is your best quality:: I'd like to think I'm a good friend
What is your greatest accomplishment:: Seeing the Foo Fighters in concert
Do you like to burn candles or incense:: Incense cause it covers smells
Do you have your own credit card:: Fuck no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?:: Lots of shit
Do you like your drivers licence:: I don't have one
Do you tan easily:: Nope
What color is your hair naturally:: Auburn
Worst feeling in the world?: Being alone
Best feeling in the world:: Peace/high
Is the glass half empty or half full:: I couldn't care less
Last thing you downloaded:: Ihave no idea, my computer is broken
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?:: No
Are you a likeable person:: I think so
Do you need therapy:: Nah
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance:: Nope
When are you moving:: I have no clue

nicotinehearts @ 2005-11-18T13:14:00

2005-11-18T18:15:19Z

made a new journal,
this one's just getting old.
i'm just adding everyone who's journal i read, but if you want to be added, just comment and i'll add you anyway.
crashhhhh
there ya go, babes.

nicotinehearts @ 2005-11-18T07:09:00

2005-11-18T12:11:11Z

i'm in the process of making a new journal because i don't read everyone's journal who is on my friends list. most of you will stay. put it this way, if you usually comment, you'll stay. now off to think of journal names!

nicotinehearts @ 2005-10-29T23:52:00

2005-10-30T03:52:46Z

i'm watching a show.
they are eating spiders.
the end.

if anything could ever be this good again.

2005-10-14T18:51:19Z

Foo Fighters Concert Today♥

nicotinehearts @ 2005-10-13T09:03:00

2005-10-13T13:03:52Z

As of today, I am officially 18.

it's times like these.

2005-08-27T05:00:36Z

on october 13, i turn eighteen and get the tattoo that i've wanted for 4 years now.

and the next day i get to go to a foo fighters concert.

and see the man i've pined over since i was in third grade.

in the flesh.

i might die.♥

communication breakdown.

2005-08-20T17:15:58Z

today is robert plant's 57th birthday.♥

friends only bitches.

2005-07-11T04:57:05Z

i'll always love you